From February - 2010
I'm not complicated, just a little cold, a little unromantic, a little unfeeling
slightly selfish and mildly narcissistic.
Only because I've been easy, warm, romantic, tender, feeling, selfless for so many years.
So maybe I have changed...so what....screw it... I'm different, annoying, petty, materialistic and hostile at times. Fight or Flight Right?
Kid knowledge has a peahead but the hamster in my brain is on constant tilt. Staring at the ceiling God and I have these talks. Sometimes I talk to him. Often times he doesn't talk back. Maybe I just can't hear him. Probably because he knows I haven't revealed all. Hmmm, more contemplation.
Demanding : Hey up there...anybody listening. God - please help me get this mess straight in 2010.
Its starting to make sense and I'm figuring it out. I'm smiling, slightly Hoodstruck, a bit sarcastic, emotionally drained, plotting, recognizing, freewriting, disassociated with my inner circle of companions, feeling freedom coming faster, shoulders are hanging slightly lower...BUT..I'm still smiling.