10/26/11

50 Questions

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?


my mom came up with my name and my dad is the only one who calls me my full name.



2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?

yesterday...had a mini breakdown, but I'm okay now



3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

no its horrible



4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

Salami



5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

yeap



6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

of course and I would love me too



7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?

I should use it a bit less,.



8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?

Yes



9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?

never



10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?

raisin bran



11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

Not normally


12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Physically, yes,.. Emotionally, not so much



13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?

Chocolate



14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?

Their posture, their hair, smile(teeth), and humour(if any)



15. RED OR PINK?

Neither



16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?

I let people walk all over me (sometimes)



17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?

Gran...but my mom right now


18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST? hmm.. just following 4 golden rules in general



19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?

hate shoes



20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?

Chiptole burrito bowl



21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Judge Judy



22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?

Green



23. FAVORITE SMELLS?

Vanilla and Donna Karan



24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

My Mom



25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?

Either



26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?

Track, football, basketball



27. HAIR COLOR? #2 (inside joke)



28. EYE COLOR? BROWN



29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?

yes, sometimes



30. FAVORITE FOOD?

too many too name but currently I'm loving off season bananas



31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?

happy endings



32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?

Mahogany



33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?

Pink...but i still hate the color



34. SUMMER OR WINTER?

Summer


35. HUGS OR KISSES?

Hugs, if they smell good



36. FAVORITE DESSERT?

Anything with chocolate in it,..



37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?

body building baby!



38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?

tele



39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?

Audacity ...again, The Dream Weaver...a boys journey



40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?

mouse pads are so last decade



42. FAVORITE SOUND?

giggling little boys and the SMACK OF THE PADS ON FRIDAY NIGHT! - In winter I love the Whoosh of the 3



43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?

Hmm both are good,. stones



44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?

Japan



45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?

yes, and thats all i have to say about that



46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?

In a hospital??..



47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?

in a big house that makes too many noises in the day time



48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE? Err,. brown





49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?

which car?



50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?

nosey

10/20/11

Things I just don't understand...

• how and why Dr. Conrad Murray is on trial for the death of Michael Jackson, when MJ clearly embraced his spiral towards death




• Men. I thought I did, but I don't.



• Anyone who refers to themselves as a "Relationship Expert", and actually believes it



• Fact that talk show personality Wendy Williams has a live, breathing audience



• Black Entertainment Television airs the same movies, over and over and over again



• People who decline to order anything, yet, soon as your food arrives, they dig their hungry eyes into plate and point, "Let me see what that tastes like."



• why I don't have the patience to allow my phone to fully charge



• Dallas Cowboys QB Tony Romo. Still. Not sure if he even has himself figured



• why America creates its heroes, builds them up, only to rip every fiber of their being completely apart



• why people place expectations upon others, nevermind how unfair or unrealistic. Then, become unnerved when THEIR expectations aren't met

Ugly Truths...get over it

1.We are all self-centered. Even the most selfless person is actually self-centered. We cannot help it, because we’re human. The sooner you realize that it is in your nature to think of only yourself, the less surprised you are when others put themselves before you. Well..actually…the act of you being appalled that others aren’t thinking of you is pretty self-centered, don’t you think?


2.The world will never be a better place. It’s not supposed to be. As long as we are civilized (in the economical sense), then there will always be poor, dying people in this world. Guess what? Your purpose shouldn’t be to make the world a better place, anyway. Make your world a better place. Many of us don’t get that far (see number 1 for explanation). I know people who spend their lives putting humanitarian effort into other countries but fail to impact the people that exist around them everyday. You live where you live for a reason. Ignoring your world, and you’re life won’t make much of a difference globally.

3.Guess what will happen when you die? Not to you, but to the rest of us…still living, I mean. We will go on living. Without you. Great things will happen once you’re gone. God still has a purpose for the rest of us, and yours will cease to exist. So, while you’re here, stop acting like your purpose is the only one that matters.

4.There is an ultimate truth. There has to be. If you believe in scientific fact, then you’ve already opened yourself up to the notion that Absolute Truth exists. But, everything else…is simply your perception. Never. Ever. Mix the two.

5.Kindness trumps self-righteous virtue, any day. The moment you start to think you know better than another human being, the moment you become an enemy of God.

6.FOX News is a cesspool for bigoted, conservative bullies. And they do not represent the Christian stance. Since when does standing up for ”Christian” morals make you a Christian? No matter how you slice it, we are not on the same side.

7.Technically, there is no such thing as love at first sight. Maybe love at first hearing…or like at first sight, but there is no way you can love (in the true sense of the word) by simply seeing another person. Any person who believes in it is slightly misguided.

8.Even in the smallest part, we all end up like our parents. Whether you believe in either side of the Nature or Nurture debate, you’ll still get the same result. Get over it…there’s still so much of you left to figure out.

9.The only thing that cures love's brokenheart is love.
10.Nothing, usually, is ever as serious as you’re making it in the moment. There are nations of people around the world, at this very moment, that are surviving hunger, poverty, attempted genocides of their nation, oppression, abuse, societal rape, natural disasters, etc. Surely, you have all that you need to get through this as well. Just take a second. Do your brain a favor, and give it some extra oxygen. Breathe.

11.God’s given us all the choice to invent & reinvent ourselves into whatever we want, but knowing your Creator intimately is like saying hello to yourself for the first time.

10/6/11

Whale vs. Mermaids...really?

I received this in my inbox this morning. I don’t know who to give credit to, but I wanted to share.
Mermaid or a Whale
Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym .. It said:

¨THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?¨
A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.

To Whom It May Concern:

Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans).. They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia . Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.

Mermaids don’t exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up outside the offices of Argentinean psychoanalysts due to identity crisis. Fish or human? They don’t have a sex life because they kill men who get close to them not to mention how could they have sex? Therefore they don’t have kids either. Not to mention who wants to get close to a girl who smells like a fish store?

The choice is perfectly clear to me; I want to be a whale.

P.S. We are in an age when media puts into our heads the idea that only skinny people are beautiful, but I prefer to enjoy an ice cream with my kids, a good dinner with a man who makes me shiver and a piece of chocolate with my friends. With time we gain weight because we accumulate so much information and wisdom in our heads that when there is no more room it distributes out to the rest of our bodies. So we aren’t heavy, we are enormously cultured, educated and happy. Beginning today, when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, ¨Good gosh, look how smart I am…¨

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I probably could go on and on about this is another reason to enable people to be unhealthy, the obesity rate, society always talking about loosing weight but making excuses for why they are fat etc.
I won't go there. Instead I will say this. I'd prefer to not be a whale or a mermaid.  Instead, I'm currently a cheetah, trying desperately to get to lioness status.

The lion is said to be majestic but elegant and graceful best describes the cheetah. The cheetah is smaller than othercats, but by far the fastest. The cheetah is built for speed. It has long, slim, muscular legs, a small, rounded head set on a long neck, a flexible spine, a deep chest. Cheetah mothers spend a long time teaching their young how to hunt. Unlike most other cats, the cheetah usually hunts during daylight, preferring early morning or early evening, but is also active on moonlit nights. Cheetahs are never run in packs. They prefer to be leaders than followers.


Me in a nutshell. Still the thought being a lioness with all those muscles is still interesting :)

10/4/11

I believe

There is nothing more powerful in one's mind than the feeling of how inspires your body to continue on when you feel as if you are making progress. I'm beginning to see dreams and goals happen in my life. I'm so honored to be blessed and loved by my God and he knows when I need to feel as if I am moving forward.  I can push another day because the light at the end of the tunnel is beginning to shine.

Funny thing about that is, it's simply faith alone. Nothing is going right at this moment. My car seems to be on empty constantly, medically I have a few issues, my computer crashed, my phone crashed, the kids are great but they are still kids and above all that everything still is glowing to me.

I wish we had more sleep, more time, more life right now. The routine becomes old still. there is light.