I won't pretend that I'm easy to love. In fact I know that I'm quite the opposite. I guess esoteric would be a better word. Ask any man who's ever loved me in my life, especially my husband. I'm complicated, arrogant at times, selfish sometimes and expect that you show me that you love me. I expect ALOT...that doesn't mean material items. It means emotionally. Are you as invested in this as I am? 
I'm a brat. I know this but I won't make excuses for what I expect or what I'm willing to give in return. I'm all in or all out. I'm a capricorn...this means if you aren't all in...quite simply...bounce fool.
Thing is, I'll admit it, I'm in love with love. The feeling of someone loving me and me completely, and even when life settles down I still need that feeling now and then of, "damn I picked her...oops no..she PICKED ME". So, I want the little extra put into it....make me feel like you thought about it, and I promise I'll do the same.
Aren't we all 'complicated'... the older we get, the more complex we become... caught up in our particular natures and ways of doing things... I think it takes a lot of humility to give to 'Love' and to choose to love unconditionally. Have a good day :)
ReplyDeleteYou've just managed to say all the things that I want/need to say to the man in my life right now. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteYou continue to create beautiful words and my perfect thoughts. If only we could say these things to them and make them understand. It's so simple to write it but to convey it is the hard part.
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