Me?

I find it inevitable that I am constantly thinking, like a hamster on a wheel...it's frustrating often but I understand what my truths are. Just decided to list a few of late:

 

• I seem to be easily annoyed by those who lack motivation
• Being pushy gets you nowhere with me
• I'm constantly analyzing everything and everyone...different from judging...simply analyzing.
• I will admit it, I'm constantly stressed worrying about the unknown future
• I do not judge loud, obnoxious flashy people, I just have low tolerance for them
• Once you enter my heart you are there forever
• I am completely shy and reserved in the beginning but once I'm comfortable all bets are off
• I'm a bit cautious at first but only because I'm surveying the situation before I react to it.
• Don't doubt me...it's bad for you
• I like to do everything myself, this way, there is no worrying about something not being done properly
• I don't mix well with disorder
• You'll only know what I want you to know about me, no more, no less. Trust!
• The slightest thing turns me completely off. Unfortunately that goes from everything (people, clothes, food etc)
• Sometimes I crave solitary, I don't know why...I just do.
• I hate being controlled or smothered
• Insult me after I've been kind to you and I will kill you with silent treatment and ignore your whole existence (I know, yuck huh)

 

I'm working on myelf once again in 2012.